The 2 AM Snot Panic and the Alligator Wrestling Match

I was sitting in the rocking chair at two in the morning, holding my oldest kid when he was just three weeks old, and he sounded exactly like a forty-pound pug who had just run a marathon in the Texas heat. Every time I tried to nurse him, he would latch for about three seconds before popping off, face red, screaming his absolute head off. I was crying, he was crying, and my husband was frantically tearing through the nursery drawers looking for something to fix it. We live thirty miles from the nearest 24-hour pharmacy, which means whatever you've in your house at 2 AM is what you’re going to war with.

Dr. Miller, our pediatrician who has seen me at my absolute unhinged worst, explained to me later that tiny infants are what they call obligate nose breathers. I guess that’s just a fancy medical way of saying their brains literally haven't figured out how to open their mouths to take a breath yet. So when their microscopic nasal passages get clogged with thick, sticky mucus, they can't eat, they can't sleep, and they sound like a broken coffee machine. Since you can't just hand a baby a tissue and tell them to blow, you've to extract the mess yourself. I'm just gonna be real with you, figuring out how to clear out a baby's nose is the most glamorous part of motherhood nobody warns you about at the baby shower.

The blue rubber bulb of death

My grandma, bless her heart, swore by those opaque blue rubber squeeze bulbs they hand out in the hospital maternity ward like party favors. She told me to just shove it up there and suck the cold right out of him. I tried. I squeezed the rubber, wedged the long tapered tip up my screaming newborn's nostril, and let go. Nothing happened. So I did it again, digging around while he violently jerked his head from side to side. Still nothing.

I found out a few weeks later from a mom group that those hospital bulbs are basically a biohazard. Because you can't see inside them, they trap moisture and grow thick, black mold. I cut mine open with a pair of kitchen shears just to see, and I practically gagged right there on my linoleum floor. Plus, the tip is so incredibly long that if your baby flails—and they'll flail like a feral cat in a bathtub—you end up scraping the inside of their delicate nasal lining, causing microscopic trauma that just makes the swelling worse. I threw every single rubber bulb in my house straight into the garbage.

I spent sixty bucks on a buzzing electric nose vacuum after that, hoping technology would save me, but the motor barely had enough power to suck up a fruit fly, so don't even bother with those.

Sucking snot with my actual mouth

This brings us to the manual suction tubes, which is where my dignity officially went to die. When my sister-in-law first handed me a plastic tube with a mouthpiece on one end and told me I needed to physically suck the mucus out of my baby's nose with my own lungs, I thought she was playing a sick prank on me. You want me to do what? Drink the snot like a terrible milkshake?

But desperation makes you do wild things. There's a little sponge filter inside the tube that theoretically stops the germs from entering your mouth, though honestly, I’ve probably inhaled a million toddler viruses by now and I just don't even care anymore. The brilliance of the mouth-suction thing is that the tip is blunt and wide. It doesn't go up inside the nostril. You just rest it right against the outside rim to create a vacuum seal. And because you're using your own breath, you control the exact power of the suction.

It works. It works so disturbingly well that you'll find yourself staring at a clear plastic tube full of yellow goo feeling an incredibly weird sense of triumph.

The alligator wrestling match

You can't just go in dry, though. You have to use infant saline drops to loosen the absolute concrete that has formed in their head, waiting an agonizing minute while they scream and thrash before you try to suck just the edge of the nostril without plunging the plastic into their brain, all making sure to do it before you feed them so they don't gag and vomit breastmilk all over your only clean shirt.

Getting the saline in is half the battle. I lay my baby down on the floor, pin their arms down with my legs so they look like a little baby burrito, and quickly drop two drops of salt water into each side. I guess the salt breaks down the mucus proteins or whatever, but whatever the science is, you've to let it sit for about thirty to sixty seconds. That minute feels like an eternity when your baby is furious with you.

While I'm pinning the baby down, I usually have to throw a distraction at my two older kids so they don't try to "help" me with the medical procedure. Lately, I've been tossing them the Gentle Baby Building Block Set across the rug. They're soft rubber, so nobody gets a concussion when my three-year-old inevitably chucks one at his brother's head, and it buys me exactly enough time to finish the extraction.

When my pediatrician yelled at me

With my oldest, I became severely addicted to the snot sucker. Every time he made a tiny sniffling noise, I was on him like a hawk, sucking away. By day three of his cold, his nose was completely blocked and he was miserable. When I dragged him into the clinic, Dr. Miller gave me a look of deep exhaustion and told me I had over-suctioned my child.

Apparently, there's a strict limit on this stuff that nobody tells you. You're only supposed to suction their nose a maximum of four times a day, usually right before they eat or go to sleep. If you do it more than that, the intense vacuum pressure severely inflames the delicate tissues inside their face, which causes them to swell shut. So you think you're clearing the blockage, but you're actually causing a massive traffic jam of swollen tissue.

You also aren't supposed to use the saline drops for more than a few days in a row because it dries them out, and if your kid has a clear, runny nose that's just dripping out on its own, you should leave the sucker in the drawer and just wipe their upper lip with a cloth. I felt like the worst mother on the planet. My anxiety had literally made my baby's cold worse. Now, with baby number three, I hold off until I absolutely know the blockage is thick and stopping her from drinking her bottle.

Wait, are they just teething?

Sometimes the congestion isn't even a virus. When my second kid was about six months old, she started pumping out so much clear, watery mucus I thought she had sprang a leak. She was fussy, drooling down her chin, and her nose was totally stuffed up. I was gearing up for a week-long battle with a cold when I felt a hard little ridge on her bottom gum.

Teething can cause this crazy swollen response in their little bodies that mimics a mild cold. If the snot is totally clear and they're trying to gnaw their own fists off, I don't even bother with the suction tube. I just hand them my absolute favorite diaper bag lifesaver, the Panda Teether Silicone Baby Bamboo Chew Toy. I’ll be honest, I bought a lot of aesthetic wooden teethers for my first kid that were basically useless because they were too hard and heavy. But this silicone panda one is flat, incredibly easy to clean (I just throw it in the dishwasher), and my current baby can actually hold onto it without dropping it on the grocery store floor every five seconds. I stick it in the fridge for ten minutes while I’m making lunch, and the cold silicone completely distracts her from her stuffy nose.

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The laundry situation

Inevitably, dealing with a congested baby means dealing with a gross baby. Between the drool, the spit-up from gagging on mucus, and the sheer volume of snot they manage to wipe on their own shoulders, you'll be doing a mountain of laundry.

When my baby feels like hot garbage, putting them in a stiff, itchy synthetic zip-up is just cruel. I try to stick to incredibly soft cotton. I've this Organic Cotton Baby Bodysuit that I bought on a late-night scrolling binge. Look, organic cotton isn’t going to magically cure a rhinovirus, but it does stretch easily over a giant, flailing baby head without getting stuck, and it washes out surprisingly well when covered in mysterious green stains. It’s a good basic to have, though honestly at 3 AM I'll put my kid in a flour sack if it's the only clean thing left in the drawer.

We just survive these weeks. You run the cool mist humidifier until your bedroom windows sweat. You sleep propped up on three pillows holding a baby who snores like a freight train. You wash the plastic tubing with hot soapy water after every single use so you don't accidentally give your kid a secondary bacterial infection. It's exhausted, messy, unglamorous work. But then one morning, you go in to pick them up, and they breathe quietly. They smile. The crisis has passed, and you realize you made it through another hurdle.

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Questions I frantically googled at midnight

Do I seriously have to suck the snot with my mouth?
Yeah, you really do. I know it sounds like the most disgusting thing in the world, but the manual tube style works so much better than the bulb syringes. There's a little filter blocking the gross stuff from hitting your mouth, so you aren't really eating it. You'll get over the gross factor the first time you see your baby finally take a peaceful breath.

Can I use breastmilk instead of saline drops?
My mom group was obsessed with telling me to squirt breastmilk up my kid's nose. I tried it once, and it just made his nose crusty and smell like sour milk. Dr. Miller told me to just stick to the sterilized infant saline drops from the store. They're dirt cheap and you know exactly what's in them.

Why is my baby throwing up after I clear their nose?
Because you did it after they ate! I made this mistake so many times. If their stomach is full of milk and you start messing with the back of their nasal cavity, it triggers their gag reflex, and suddenly you're covered in vomit. Always, always do the suctioning before you feed them.

Is it normal for my baby to bleed a little when I do this?
No, stop immediately. If you see blood, it means you've either scraped the inside of their nose with the plastic tip or the suction was too strong and you popped a tiny blood vessel. Leave their nose alone, don't use the sucker, and let the fragile tissues heal. A cool mist humidifier will have to do the heavy lifting for a few days.

Can I use the same suction tube for both my kids?
Only if you want them to endlessly pass a virus back and forth until the end of time. Seriously, sharing unwashed nasal tubes is a guaranteed way to infect your entire house. Wash the whole thing apart with hot soapy water immediately after you use it, every single time. It's annoying, but less annoying than two sick kids.